I need help regarding a boy?

[Sandy Bruce]

FIRST OF ALL. This is gonna be quite long, and every detail counts- thank you in advance if you do read it all.

Okay so 6 months ago on the 9th of May I met a boy on Twitter, we'll call him Chuck.
Me and Chuck got really close of the next few weeks, and as silly as it sounds I was already starting to like him. After about a month and a half I told him I liked him, we were like really close before that as well, we were pretending to be engaged and we planned out how many kids we're having, that we're gonna be living in a castle in Amsterdam, stuff like that- but one day I got really annoyed and pissed off and stuff, and we had an argument, and obviously I was really sad, like..really sad, I texted my friend and started crying and she called me, and it was ridiculous but then the next few days were just really empty- I was used to sitting at the corner of the table at school, waiting for my phone to flash for a new message, but now it was all normal y'know? I wanted him back so I wrote an apology on a piece of paper and tweeted him it. (We lived 2 and a half hours away from eachother at the time) He quickly replied and we were back talking again, still super close, just not pretend engaged anymore. Anyway, every thing was all fine and well- but then 2 and a half months into the friendship, I went on holiday for the summer, and yeah I talked to him, but where I go for a few days(Kosovo) we didn't have an internet connection, which meant no talking to him for about a week. I was fine with this, but I started missing him already, and half way through it, I had to admit to my cousin that I was in love with him which is why I was so out of it most of the time, and she told me it's okay.

About a 2 months ago we had a HUGE argument, where we told eachother we hated eachother and it was just horrible, I was really gutted and that...but after having so many people on my ask.fm tell me to make up with him, someone that knew him started talking to me anonymously on it, and they knew everything about us. I was intrigued, and I carried on talking to the person. Then after a day, I got a message on my Twitter saying 'It was me on ask.fm, I was just too nervous to talk to you'.
Obviously we made up, but after that for a few weeks it was just shakey and horrible and I missed the way it was, but I couldn't forget the fact I was in love with this guy. (Still am) We finally made up for good, and the last argument was a few days ago, but he added me back yesterday and we're friends again. We have this thing where we make each other jealous, without trying or not. I'm so so in love with this boy, and I know he knows it- but we can't be pinned down for 5 years or till we can see eachother y'know? (I'm 13, he's 15.)
I'm just afraid of so many things, I think of now, I think of the future for us, I think of what I could've said before to make things different to what they are now, everything. I'm sorry it's so long, I just needed to get it all out.

I just want your opinions on this- how you think things'll go, what I should do, y'know.. I'll accept criticism unless it's really holey, I'll add information if needed

[Ieva Bugenyte]

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[Chanel]

hmm.....hard to answer to be honest cause i don't know the guy and i can't judge him on other guys his age i know because he could be the complete opposite but if you did want my opinion.

I'd ask are you sure it's love, you don't truly know till you spend time with him and get to know him more than just on twitter, people aren't always what they seem. sweet and everything that you both get on but i'd get to talk to him more on face book cause you get to see more of what he's really like and if things go well maybe even meet.

But to be honest im not really sure there's a set ending on how it will turn out.