I think I'm depressed..?

[Jack]

This may seem a little weird, but I don't want to post this on facebook or tell anyone because I don't want it to seem like I just want attention. But I feel like I have no friends (I kinda don't), I've been doing some grass lately and it helps allot, but whenever I'm not on it I think, "My god, is this what I'm like normally?" It's not like I don't talk to people or anything, I try to hide this as best as I can, and it seems to work. I mean nobody has asked me about it yet. I want to go see a doctor, but I don't want to tell either of my parents.. Am I depressed? or am I just being a teenager?
I've been feeling this for about 2 years, sometimes it much worse than others, and I only started smoking in the past 2-3 months.

[Teaga]

If what you feel is brand new, then it's rather the bend of age. If not (that is, you repeatedly experience a pattern of yourself through years, bit worse from time to time and more intense from now on), then it most probably is something. Depression could be, could be not, but 'grass' will f... you up in the end, and make things even worse; beware of this thing. Try see a psychologist anyway...

[Isaiah]

Just a teenager, I was the same way a year ago accept that i didn't smoke. If you don't feel accepted, get into a drama class if your school has them. Drama kids may be weird, but they're really funny and realy nice and quite a few of em smoke too! Oh, and they'll accept you no matter what! At least that's how they are at my school...