I think i like my girl bestfriend, but i highly* doubt she feels the same, im going crazy. what do i do?

[Bob]

Ive known her since 5 years ago but we didnt get close until 2 years ago. We argued a lot and she'd try distancing herself from and stopped talking to me for like a week or two. This happens a lot with us, but everytime in the end we come back to eachother and were all ok again . The one time i thought i completely lost her was a summer ago when we got in an arguement on the last day of school and havent spoken for a month. I went to Canada and i put up a status saying i wanted to move there and she sent me a message afterwards telling me how much shes missed me and to not move there, i was so happy. So something similar happened a little ago. we got in another arguement a month ago and we stopped talking... until about a week and a half ago she got drunk while she was with my guy bestfriend and my ex girl bestfriend and this other girl, according to my guy bestfriend she kept talking about me and she ran in the streets and eventually got to my house . She was infront of my house screaming my name but i didnt hear it . They grabbed her and took her to her house and told her cousin that lives in the same house and goes to my school, to not let her talk to me . But her cuzzo inboxed me on facebook various times telling me to call her because it was important so i did. When i called , my bestfriend was like crying in the background saying "I WANNA TALK TO MY BESTFRIEND LET ME TALK TO HIM HES MY BESTFRIEND!" I talked to her and she was telling me how she hates me because she loves me so much. That shed take a bullet for me, while i wouldnt take one for her (which isnt true! I love her more than anything). Well yeah, i hung out with her on black friday and saturday and like i feel weird, never felt like this before. Shes perfect to me. Beautiful, smart, funny. I stay up every night talking to her until 3, i guess its because ive never been treated like this before.. idk help theres more, but im running out of space. Theres a specific reason why im scared to tell her.
thanks for trying to help well, im afraid of telling her because back 2 years ago right before she got close to me, she was bestfriends with my other friend. He too ended up catching feelings for him, but the thing is that when he told her, she told me that she kinda had a crush on him, but she didnt want to go out with him, it was weird for her, and she distanced herself from him, she basically stopped talking to him completely and shed always try and ignore him when she sees him. Im afraid she'll try and ignore me too and nothing will be the same :c 2 days ago my friend had my phone and was texting people down my phone and out of all the people, he texted my bestfriend saying "i think i like you..." but he didnt know she was my bestfriend and didnt know about this situatuion , it was a coincidence lol. she replied saying "wrong message dotdotdot!" and afterwards i explained it wasnt me but i was curious on how'd she truly react so i said "oh imagin
it cut me off -_- i dont know why. but yeah i said "oh imagine i did though :o" and she was like "woah. Anyways, big nose ariel ? xD" like she didnt wanna stay on that topic . but shes told me before how she thinks im perfect and and suprer cute and adorable, and that i have an amazing smile. she said i deserve the best . she also kinda has this weak spot for me . oh and when i was with her at the mall with her we were both tired so she layed on my legs and as i was there i put my arm around her and then i tried loike laying there with her hugging her, and she didnt mind. but i felt uncomfortable and it hurt my arm so i just let her lay on my legs. the whole time i just thought about how adorable she is and i just wanted to like hold her lol. then her cuzzo came and took a picture of us and like smiled and gave me that "i see you ;D" face . i told her yesteray too that if im single by the time im like 35 were getting married, and she was fine with it and a

[Rose]

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