whats the matter with me?

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every time i log into facebook or whatever i see people my age (20) or younger always posting stuff about their views and stuff like re evaluate your religion and politics and think about this and that, and global issues or whatnot or im a vegan blah blah and they get all kinds of likes and comments and everyones interested in something and excited about it and they debate and all that. i never had that, for as long as i could remember i always was satisfied with kind of a non being. i never had politics, a god, opinions, interests, ideas. i smoke, i eat meat, wars excite me i like to drink and i like women, im lazy and i dont even want to make for an interesting person. this girl i like now always says youre such a bore you only want to sit around and criticize everything, you dont even **** me are you gay? so she goes and tries to **** this young guy whos interested in all this stuff and plays in some punk band or whatever. his views and taste for life excite her, they bore me. **** on the world

[Truthful]

The question is not 'what's the matter with me'
It's: 'What is wrong with the world!'

People often think it's what's wrong with them, but it's also what the world is... the mirror can only reflect what's there.