Do you think he will ever contact me again and reconcile? I miss him so much.?

[Sophia]

My bf and I are 20 and have been together for a year. He broke up with me 5 days ago. We had a date night, and were great. He was calling me babe and kept kissing me. However, before our date, he texted me saying "dinner or sex? You can only pick one. I'll only make time for one". That hurt and felt degrading, although he said later on that he was just kidding when he saw I was mad. After dinner, we had sex in his car. Before I even put my clothes back on, he called his friends and pretended that they needed him to leave right then and there so they could get high. That was the second week in a row he did that where he just ran off after sex. I was hurt. I later told him that he made me feel more used than my ex(who he hates) ever did. He read it at 11:52pm and 1 min later at 11:53pm without thinking about it (I think he was still high and/or drunk from hanging with his friends), he texted saying "I didnt use you for sh*t. I gave you the option of sex or dinner and I gave you both. So I guess I'm done with you". I stopped contacting him after that since he ignored my phone call. I know a part of him is waiting for me to talk first, begging for him back since I always do, but I'm staying strong this time. I usually call 20x (literally) and beg him to communicate and work it out, just to have him make me list all the reasons why I want it to work and what's so great about him than finding some other guy. After I tell him, he'd laugh and say "okay babe, we're fine again. Don't stress".

We work across from each other at the mall (he works at Opa; I work at Foot Locker) and when he's seen me since then, he keeps looking at me. Even my coworkers noticed that during his break, he kept turning around to look at me and it looked like he and his coworkers kept talking about me. The mall is also connected to my university, so my friends and I eat in the food court near him during our breaks between classes, where I made sure to look nice and was always laughing. They have all caught him look several times, and he just keeps staring. They say it looks like his heart stops when he sees me me in the food court, then just stares from that point on after. I've seen him every day for the last 3 days.

I also deleted him off fb, twitter and tumblr so he has no access to information about me or my feelings whatsoever because my friends said he should be the one to work for it, and not just take the easy route of a text or inbox msg. I am also his first real girlfriend (his longest girl before was 2 months). But lets face it, he took me for granted. Does this mean he could possibly miss me and regret what he did out of anger? Do you think he'll ever speak to me again?

[Newton1Law]

How much do you want to belittle yourself. Take pride in who you are and dump this relationship. You will not get a better man or relationship unless you believe you are worth it!

Grace & Peace

Newton1Law

[flying carpet]

This is so childish and immature.Let this creep go and respect yourself.
You dont want all this baggage at your age.Dont allow him to mess you about any longer.
Dump him and find somebody better.
Dont even look for a bf for a while, just enjoy life and have fun.
You dont want all this hassle.
You should have dumped him ages ago.

[bob p]

This is what happens when children play hide the salami!

[Olatunde Fajoye]

Don't even try going back to that relationship,bcos his starring at u might be "I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE ONE MORE OF THIS GIRL" the truth is most boys are Animal,all they want is the pleasure and nothing else,my advice is ignore that guy even if he comes begging on his knels cos his friends which he values more than u will always loy him to Have u Again and Leave u......
A word they say is enough for the wise