heart dropped ... and feel empty?

[Anonny]

My crush of years messaged me. He never sent girls hearts or completed them before. And he messaged me on facebook. I was so happy!!!! He completed me and before he never did that. I just checked his twitter. He was talking to girls with hearts and talking about how he wanted to visit them and stuff. He was never like that before. I changed schools and did not see him this year. I don't know my heart just dropped. I am not crying or anything. Its just that i had such a shit time in my old highschool. I felt like i kept getting screwed over BY EVERYONE there. And now it kind of continued. I feel he was playing me. And it brings back memories of horrible times at my old school :'(. How come it was so bad at my old school and why is it continueing? I actually like my new school But i have to change schools again next semester cause im moving far away. I'm just uneasy about it. I suffer from depression and a lot of anxiety disorders aswell which makes me scared.
It;s not even the fact that he did that too me. Its just it reminds me of my old school. I feel like its always going to be there behind me. And this just brought back so much.. I just can't explain how I feel. What if it was his friends behind the screen acting like that? And now everyone can laugh at me again! that school was just a horrible experience -_-
Ps. I meant to say he never would complement girls

[Mitri]

Well what he did was pretty terrible and I am sorry that things were so bad with your last school, but , those things are indeed all gone and in the past. Sure all those things happened in your old school and you it's okay to think of the past but there's no benefit to dwelling on bad memories, it doesn't help you at all. It is always going to be there behind you, but that's just it, it's BEHIND you. Stop looking back and start looking ahead and you will get much further, things will be much better. It sucks that you have to move around so much but hey, you get more stories to tell and you get to meet more people. So all in all, no use dwelling on these bad memories,just look to the future and know that it will be bright sooner or later. Need anything just message me.
Good luck.