i moved to another republic. finland?

[Bella]

hi i need help im 14 old almost 15 and i moved in finland 7 months ago, i live with my oldest brother and my dad *my mom and dad are divorced* and she is not in finland, so i dont have any friends i dont go to school because im waiting for something like finnish passaport i dont know and they are treating me like a maid because im the only one who is not doig anyting not going to school and stuff.. and i clean i make food i do everything what one mom needs to do... it happens sometimes to stay home for a one whole week, just going to buy bred to market or something then home its so hard for me and nobody is seeing that nobody cares, i had a life friends everything, if i say to them i dont wanna be here anymore they say its for your future and stuff like that i know that is but i caant really anymore im in room stuck of four walls everyday 7 months im like in hell, im truing to lear the language home but is so hard, i cry everynight and i weara fake smile everyday i wanna die really

[hawk23]

Find a sympathic doctor or social worker, or even a cleric/priest to talk to. Living in a strange land can be difficult, especially at first. Some practical and emotional support can go a long way to helping you cope. Don't think you're alone.


edit: you may even be suffering from SAD, i.e. depression which is caused by the lack of sunlight in places like northern europe in the winter. If you are it is quite easy to treat.