Please help! Am I crazy?

[Nicole]

Soo guys, there's this guy... when isn't there? But the thing is he doesn't have a clue in the world who I am because we in fact have never met each other *gasp*! I'm a junior and he's a senior I'm really trying to get over someone that never knew I existed to begin with. Its funny because I didn't even know who he was nor had I ever seen him at our school, which isn't uncommon since our school has 2, 700 kids. But it all started with a girl in my 1st period cooking class(sophomore) & she was talking about a guy who she said was the 'cutest senior ever!' & she was talking about a instagram pic he posted asking to text him something you've always wanted to tell him but never had the guts or something along the lines of that. The whole time me and another girl are just sitting and making jokes about how obsessed she was. So she texted him saying 'oh I think you're one if the cutest people I've ever seen, your super funny and you&your girlfriend are really cute together blah blah blah'. He ended up texting her back (the generic!) ' oh thanks, love you then he told her that him and his gf broke up.' Its like she knows that they won't ever date or anything she just gets really excited and stuff that he considers her a friend. So she shows me and the other friend who have not ever heard of him until that point a picture of him from Twitter :-). He was cute but at that point I just thought he was your cute, all around football playing, track running (that's where he met the sophomore girl) guy. A couple days later I was in 2nd period & him & another girl came in &asked to do a survey on ice cream.( I didn't know who he was until after he left). Then I saw how personable he was, really friendly & funny he was asking everybody if they got a survey paper not really a shy guy at all and really attractive too. It's not even I want to date him just more so be friends with him. But back to the story, he was super nice he told this girl her denim shirt was cool looking, asked her where she got it from. The survey was about ice cream, they asked basic questions like name, age, favorite flavor, topping. On the survey there was a section where they asked your weight & all the girls in my class were freaking out like 'omg I am not putting my weight down blah blah' & I ws just like who cares (because none of them were fat) he agreed with me! Then there was a girl in my class who is super skinny because she's a cheerleader, she said she only weighs 99 lbs. So he was making small talk with everybody in class white waiting for the surveys&he asked her so....do you like strive to be under a 100lbs. Is that your goal or something? (Not rude or anything, really casual like he was serious) And she was like no I actually want to be 102(also being serious). Or some other outrageously small number that doesn't match her height to weight ratio. I just thought it was funny because most people don't say those type of things to strangers. And we made eye contact & he smiled at me. When you turned in your survey you were suppose to fold it so I gave him mine and he casually opened mine while walking around the class room ( I guess to find out my name etc?)... I felt special! So they left and I'm not even joking like something straight out of a movie the girl who he complimented on her shirt said 'who was that?!' And the one guy in my class (child development) who's also a senior said 'that my friend....... that was john doe (random generic name) and that's when I realized who he was and ever since then ive been kinda instagram stalking him? He has like 500 followers and gets 50 likes a picture, he seems really fun. But I'm not following him nor do I like his pictures. I think that would be weird if I liked all his pictures and he doesn't even know me. I wish I had him in a class :-( because I literally never see him anywhere, that survey was the first time I'd ever seen him, because I would make conversation with him! So what can I do to stop instagram stalking him... ( even though we'd be perfect together!) But really, am I really stalking him if I don't like his pictures or follow him (I just search his name)...how can I like someone I've never even met?
Super sorry! I didn't realize I wrote a harry potter novel until after I submitted it.

[Collin]

Your just jealous of the other girl for having the guts to do it, you may not realize it, but that's why