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What is wrong wrong with being weird? (From America)?
02-15-2013, 03:31 AM
Post: #1
What is wrong wrong with being weird? (From America)?
So here is the thing:

#1. I'm not a Christian, I'm a a spiritualist. People around here (in WV) have problems with that and they nag me / harass me.

#2. I'm "Pan Sexual" Meaning I do not want ether sexes for sex.. I'm in love with their mind and soul NOT their body. And I am committed to them and only them I have think about wanting to be with someone else... Who I with is my world. (I have pap test because I haven't had a regular period since I was 14 and they have to test me because I have issues.)

#2. I'm not interested in sex at all, I am a 27 year old virgin. I'd much rather stay away from it... simply because I have not desire for it.. nether from a male or female. I really never have... unless it was from a couple people on TV (Zak Bagans lol) but, I know that's not going to happen.

#3. I'm emotional, I take any negative comments of me person even if it is told to someone else.. I always find out.

#3. I'm not friends with negative people... I've recently started deleting people off facebook because they have made fun of gays by calling the cuss words... And these are people I know... And they also are very rude about my political standing.

Say I'll post a picture that may say "Vote for Obama" Okay that's NOT rude... then they think they have a right to get on there and cuss me out for NO REASON, and they go to calling me names and bla bla bla... I kinda wanna know why they don't help their own self off my friends list if they don't like me that much, why even add me in the first place ya know?

I think SOME (not all) men think they are entitled to any woman they want... even if they are clearly taken... I have a boyfriend (born female, I don' really care what you think about that) And well it says I've been in a relationship.... And theres these guys I know who want to get with me even though I'm taken and they some how think I'm not in a real relationship. The more I keep saying "No thank you, I'm taken" The more aggressive they get and they go to making sexual comments, I mean the NASTY ones....

#4. I HATE rap music unless its some 1980's classic... I LOVE 80's music... I can't stand some of the new stuff... and I kinda like Lady Gaga. And some Heavy Metal, because some music speaks to me and it describes how I feel.

Apparently people have a problem with that.

#5. They have problems with how I dress and how I fix my hair... an example of my style is what I'm wearing today; I have on a neon orange Koolaid T'shirt with a pair of dark blue skinny jeans and my hair is in two plats down the sides of my head..... I also own the colored hair extensions...

I've always since I was a kid in the 90's wanted real dyed rainbow steaks in my hair... but all I ever got was a lecture on how it was ungodly.

I still kinda like the Spice Girls

I have to cats that I feel like they are my own children... and I'd rather spend the rest of the day with them then someone else.

I am a tad bi-polar, and I had a very small learning problem with I was a kid to the point I'd day dream all the time instead of doing my work and I had a Hyper active attention disorder. I grew out of it mostly... But now I changed to me being OVER whelmed with anxiety and its Almost constant... I worry a lot, and I trust no one except my cats and girlfriend because all they wanna do is boss and judge. And I'm in control of my life.

I guess my question is:

WHATS WRONG WITH BEING DIFFERENT? WHATS WRONG WITH BEING A UNUSUAL PERSON? WHAT IS WRONG WITH LIKING THE THINGS YOU DO?

WHY MUST I BE A FREAKING CLONE? WHY MUST I DO WHAT EVERY WANTS ME TO DO LIKE SOME FREAKING ROBOT?!?!

And I know this not the question I first asked but, I wanted to know why I can tell how I feel online or to people who don't know me. And I want to know why on facebook when I go to ranting I think I'm doing the right thing at first then I get the feeling that everyone is going to gang up on me then I could be attacked the next time they really see me.... I don't make threats or anything.... Its along the lines of me saying that I delete people because they are bullies and I only wanna surround myself with positive people and that I think people who call gay people the other F word are bullies and that they are dangerous. - So I say something like that and I start getting scared....

WHY can't people let me live my life in a positive way instead having to nag me about it and tell me I'm wrong about every little thing? I'm 27 years old... I live on my own... I don't go to their church so, who are they to say?
I guess this did turn into a rant... but, I wanted to let you know what kinda different in my life I was talking about,
And What is so wrong with being differnt... Why do people want to change you? Why do they think they are something so bad wrong with you that you must change.

No I don't see any professionals about my issues, because the way I see it if people think I'm nuts or not normal that is their problem?

And what is wrong with being crazy and faulting it? Yeah I'm proud to be me.

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02-15-2013, 03:39 AM
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Nothing at all is wrong with you everyone has things like this your just one of the few who puts herself out there and shouldn't care what others think. U said those guys like u because ur different and unique they are fascinated by u. Billions of people in this world don't let a couple ruin ur day!

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02-15-2013, 03:39 AM
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I like metal.
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