Am I afraid to talk to people?

[AnAnimeLover]

I don't know where to start. For example, 3 days ago I tweeted something about feeling sick. And someone ( I don't know them in real life, but I've spoken to them a few times before + He's like 10 years older than me ) tweeted me saying their sick too. So, I wasn't sure how to reply >_< I wanted to tell them to get better soon but I don't know what was going on in my head. Anyway, so I logged out of twitter and I haven't logged back in for 3 days now. I don't understand why I've done that.

I already know that I'm shy, but not the ' cute ' shy you're thinking about. The fear of social - disapproval type of shyness. I also have no confidence. And I know that I'm always being way too nice to people because I feel like I'm the fault even when it is them. I'm also very very awkward. ( The bad type of awkward ) It's also very hard for me to make friends. I live in a country where almost 90% are extroverts and If you aren't like them you're mistaken to be " rude / Selfish / other stuff " How can I get myself to not caring too much about what other think and how should I respond to the person on twitter without being awkward.

My tweet: I feel like I'm getting sick.
His reply: I'm already sick. :/

+Thanks in advance.

[tallvacation252]

Looks like you are.