I need help with Anxiety?

[Rylee]

I am 15 and a sophomore and in student government(a.k.a. student council) in my school and attended a giant conference this weekend with 1600 other StuGo(abbreiviation for Student Government) kids across the state. The people there are by far the most amazing people ever as we are the leaders of the future and our enthusiasm is off the charts. We danced, listened to speakers and went through work shops and such enhancing our leadership skills. I met the most amazing and beautiful girl there who pretty much (this is the only way I know how to describe and yes I know it is cliche) rocked my world. I have never met a girl so beautiful and amazing and interested in the things I am (Now I have dated and had relationships with other girls and am not one of those anti-social weird types). She basically made me change my view that I set my standards too low with the girls I like at school and showed me I should go out to other places and meet people there. Basically there are better fish in the sea. But the reason I feel anxious is because she lives really far away and I liked her sooooo much like she was so beautiful. I will probably never see her again but I do not know if I should take me meeting her as a sign I should raise my standards with girls or if I should actually go after her. I can't text her as I dont have texting on my phone (whole other story) but do have calling. No facebook or twitter. I kind of go through liking a lot of different girls a lot and never really seem to date all of them just have dated like 2 or 3 but this one is like sooo much higher than all of them. I texted her for the longest time on my friends phone one night and haven't really communicated with her since then and am kinda feeling ignored but idk. She was telling me how cool I was and we were just interacting in such a good flirty type way(only way I know how to explain it). I am just so anxious and do not know what to do. I had a borderline panic attack yesterday when I woke up. Last night I could barely sleep.

Oh and another thing: I feel like I like a lot of girls because I just want to make someone feel special basically(long childhood story) and it seems like the easiest way to achieve this feeling in the manner in which I want is to get a girlfriend.

A lot of people (not just kids teachers and gifted advisors, etc) say I possess traits of a genius..I dont know what to think and I just really need some help as the people I usually talk to cannot really help. I appreciate from the bottom of my heart anyone who will help me...
Thank you

[Rob Van Winkle]

No phone? twitter? or facebook? Hmm you say you're not one of those strange anti-social types but everyone i know has FB (that sounded rude i didn't mean it like that!). Anyway, it's not going to happen and believe it or not it's not a bad thing. You probably will never see her again and i know it sucks man, that's why i hate going on vacation because i always meet really nice girls and then i never see them again. But it sounds like you should raise your standards and go meet some more women that you actually live near!

I got anxiety when my ex girlfriend moved to LA. I couldn't sleep either but trust me man it gets easier and you're only 15. That's such a young age! i cant stress that enough you have your whole life to meet new women, i know it doesn't seem like it but in a few years you won't care about her.