Does this girl still love me, because she doesn't even want to talk to me? What is going on?

[scooby]

Does this girl still love me, because she doesn't even want to talk to me? What is going on?
I am 19 years old and just got out of a 7 month relationship with a girl I love and means the

world to me. This girl and me had a miscarriage together about a month ago. I would tell her

every night that I love you, goodnight babe. and say good morning beautiful slept with her for

4 months straight at her house, but her mom is all about drama and started stepping into our

relationship more and more everyday. I felt that we were falling apart 2 weeks ago, but I

stayed strong and kept trying to hold on. Her friends who decided to come back into her life for
a week drilled into her head that I was a horrible boyfriend, but I did everything for her. We

had talked about how she wanted to be my wife since I met we made a commitment to be

together forever., and were going to move into a apartment together in 2 more months. Then I

give her some space because she told me after I sent her a real long text to her one night

expressing to her how I feel about her, and can't wait to be her husband one day and wake up
and fall asleep next to her everyday that she needs some space. Then I had got it into my

head this girls cheating on me, and most of all didn't want to lose her. So I kept trying to win

her love back, and she told me if she talked with me she would give in to me on thursday, but

we broke up that tuesday because a girl in my class acted like a guy to see if she was

cheating on me. Then on thursday she told me colton I love you and want to be your wife one

day but need sometime. Then the next day said she was coming to see me friday night to talk

with me because she hasn't gave me time to come to a level of understanding with her yet.

Friday she decided to go to the movies with my friend instead, and hang out with some people

at the hooks bar, but then I sent a text to my friend saying to listen to every word she says and

look her in the eye when she talks, because i wish I could get the opportunity that you have

tonight to be with her. Then she took it as Im going to hurt myself. Well I wanted to give her

space so I didn't answer her calls, or text. Then rethought about the situation and tried calling

her 24 times on record whie driving. I didn't want her to be afraid I was going to hurt my self

and wanted to talk with her. So I went up to the hooks bar where she was at with everyone

after the movie was over I saw a picture on twitter. I wanted to express how I was feeling at the

time but she got up and left didn't even let me talk to her. The next day she told me I scared

her and that if I don't stop she's going to put restraining orders on me. Well she did went to

court today and she's been on my mind all week todays Friday april 26. and when I went to

court she didn't look at me nothing, her family has big problems, and mine have never been

through anything like this. This girl means a lot to me. and I have fought to try and keep our

relationship going so far as to her real dads side loves me to death and sees my point of view

but her friends and mom have turned their backs on me, but once loved me, supposively. I try

and still show her I care about her so much through twitter but everything she puts up is her

drinking or she sound alike she's happy. but How can you just forget someone in one week,

and not care about them anymore? i CANT CONTACT HER BECAUSE OF THE

RESTRAINING ORDER BUT I do still love her and forgive her, and she still h as all our

pictures up. I treated her like a queen when we were together rose peddles to the shower

everything, and would take care of that baby anytime if we did have it and love it, as well as

look after it. She acts like she don't give a **** about me anymore... I need help because I don't

want to lose her.? what do I need to do I tried fighting for the person I love. I know space is a

big thing right now but she tried to file a civil suit on me in court as well a one year term. I don't

understand and need help understanding whats going on is she just having mixed emotions

after DMC? I need help!! Step by step help....

[Wascally Wabbit]

She likes you. just go ask her out I think she's waiting for you to do that.-