What does it mean that not a day goes by I don't think about what they did to me?

[Mona Realm]

A few people hurt me really bad on Twitter a month ago. Not a day goes by that I don't think about what they did. I forgive them in other words not expecting an apology. If a name pops up that is the same name as theirs I get reminded, something on tv, some look a like and any other trigger will bring it up. I wake up every morning with what they did.

When will the thoughts about them stop creeping in my head?

I asked my therapist about this and she said it takes two months. Doubt it I feel like this'll be with me for years.

They slandered me and bullied me and accused me of things that aren't true.
I'm a loser?! wtf! I thought they were my friends! But they weren't!
How can I Confront them when they all blocked me they hate me and made sure everyone else blocked me(except my true friends)

[Cynthia]

Let me first say that I am sorry for the way you are feeling right now. I personally don't agree with your therapist about it taking two months to get over. I feel in order for you to get over it and not think about it you have to confront them and tell them how it made you feel. You are keeping your feelings about it bottled up and that is never a good thing. If they are really your friends they will understand and apologize if not then they weren't your true friends to begin with.
And by the way you are not a loser! If they don't apologize for the things they said about you that aren't true then they are the losers not you. Real friends don't do that. I hope this helps a little.

Take care xoxo

If they blocked you then they already know they screwed up and don't want to bear the consequences of their actions. Obviously they are just immature and cruel and you are definitely better off without them. I don't know how twitter works after someone blocks you but if they can still read your posts I would post how much they hurt you and how they made you feel just so you can get it off your chest. Forgive them, not for them but for you. When you forgive someone it releases the negative feelings they give you and have control of. Trust me I have been there I have forgiven people that didn't deserve forgiveness but I felt so much better not having that negativity within me anymore. Your true friends will always be there for you. There is an old say, people are in your life for a reason a season and a lifetime. Those people that hurt you are were there for a reason for you to learn from their cruel nature and to not let it happen to you again. Trust me let those feelings go and just know in your heart what an intelligent person you are and you don't need those kind of people in your life to bring you down. Anyone who intentionally tries to make you feel bad about yourself are just feeling so bad about them selves that they have to make someone else feel worse than they do. In plain words bullies.
From now on trust your instincts and your intuition that little voice inside you that never lies. Believe it or not people like that are easy to read if your trust yourself and your intuition. That little voice inside you is a protective mechanism that we all have hard wired within us. We just have to listen closely and trust ourselves more.
Remember what I said you are not a loser! You are an incredible young woman and don't ever forget that!