Feel sick/nervous when I think about guy friend?

[Nat:)]

I've known my friend Anthony for my whole life. He lives a few hours away and a week ago I went to visit him. I decided that I wanted to kiss him; I don't have feelings for him and we have no romantic chemistry, I just wanted to be spontaneous and try it with him. Anyways, I lost my car keys and wasn't able to kiss him (my plan was to kiss him and in jump and my car and leave in case he didn't like it, it was awkward etc.) because my uncle had to come rescue me. Since I last saw him, I've been having major butterflies in my stomach, appetite loss, and feeling sick when I think about him or see his picture on facebook. I don't know what this means! Help! Could I be feeling this way just because I am anticipating kissing him?

[marcus]

you love him

[Neal]

My first question would be, why do you want to kiss him?... no romantic chemistry?.. so what's making you do it? I'd like more information really, are you a lesbian and trying to kiss him for any particular reason to see what kissing a guy is like? (I say that because you posted it on the lgbt section) are you bi? I don't understand why you'd want to kiss someone who you aren't attracted to, surely you won't get anything from it?

Feeling sick, and having appetite loss over it... that's not good.. even if you had a crush on him you shouldn't feel like this. But butterflies are natural. To be honest, my advice would be stop for a second. Think long and hard about what you're doing. Why do you want to kiss him? If it's because you have feelings for him, then go for it, and the feelings you have are fairly natural. If not.. then why do you want to? Maybe you're getting these feelings because you're confused and don't know why you want to kiss him, you know you don't really want to...?

Sorry this answer is all over the place and perhaps not very helpful but bit confused about what you said haha.