Can you help me before I end it?

[whocares]

I didn't get a helpful answer last time so I'm posting it again.
What do you tell some one who has no hope or desires, has difficulties trusting people, and wants to die?
Every site I looked I can't find one reason why I shouldn't commit suicide. It's either for people are depresses for a different reason, or they're religious, or the person didn't know what they were talking about. 3 or 4 years ago I decided that if I didn't get better I'd end it at 18, now I have about 3 years left and that tinny little part of me that wants to hang on for a while longer drove me to do this.
Right now I have little to no drive or ambition and I only do things to just get by, I have no friends, and I don't care if I hurt my family because their death would barely faze me(I know this because when my closest family member died last year I can't say I felt anything)
So all I'm asking for is a good reason, any reason involving god wont help AT ALL and will make him look like a prick, as for hell, I have heard so many versions of that place I don't give a rat's *(s)s if I go there.

[whocares]

ok first stop and think... you said you didn't feel anything when your relative died. No, some people don't, because your brain suppresses things when it hurts too much, but that doesn't mean no one feels anything. If its a suicide they're likely to be hurt more than a normal death, so trust me you WILL be hurting them, and more than you think.

2nd, talk to someone right now. If you have no one go to the hospital. they can make it better, take the pain away for good.

3rd, if you're religious pray for all your worth, sounds like you need it right now

Stay strong, i nearly commited suicide a few times too, and believe me, i'm glad i didn't. It can seem like the best option (believe me i fully understand that state of mind) but most of the time you're wrong. Life is worth it whether you can see that right now or not. Make the right choice while you still can xx

[MZ]

I feel similarly.., but I believe we gotta hold on.. I want help and if you just wanna talk about it you can go to my page email me... I'll talk

[curiouscanadian]

You are only 18. Life doesn't even begin properly until you turn 30 (joking!). When you say you can't trust people - how do you know unless you try? Most people are trustworthy from my experiences and if they are not - move on. God is waiting for you to ask him for help. Simple as that. Once you reach rock bottom then you will call out to him. Maybe you are not there yet. You are sounding very depressed though so this is what I would get help about. Start with your family doctor and take it from there.

[A]

You mentioned that you do things to just get by. Thats a drive to keep living
You done school then? Whats your grades? Maybe college would be good for you. It will keep you busy.

[petrof_skinsky]

Get some good help. Talk to your school counselor - that's a good start. Call a teen crisis line.

[Sayaan]

Im sorry but I am so sick of the amount of people on this that complain about life and contemplate suicide and blah blah blah!

YOU need to make the change YOURSELF. Its YOUR life. If YOUR not happy them CHANGE IT.

You don't have friends? Make Friends! Join a club! Use social media! Dating Websites! Go to a class! Go to the gym! Play sports!

You don't care about your family? Well then get to know them! Make yourself care. Your parents are the reason you are here.

Also you need to see a doctor. You really really do, ok? If you don't your going to keep being miserable. They will give you advice and help you change.

There is absolutely no point "ending it". That is such a stupid thing to do. What exactly will you achieve? Do you want to cause pain & suffering to your family?

Life always throws obstacles your way. Everyone had problems. You deal with them. And do not let them beat you.

You can fight this! Good luck

[Myra Lee]

You only got one life and you're gonna end it at the age 18. You still got 60+ to live. DON'T WASTE IT. Do something good for yourself.