Depressed and thing of ending life everything is crap girlfriend cheated on me and im only 16..?

[Sam]

I started getting depressed about a year and a half ago after my girlfriend cheated on me. I loved her i always wanted to be with her but she always pushed me away when we went out for about a couple of months and i knew something was wrong at school she didn't like being with me at home or out she always holded my hand and hug me and was totally different then at school a girl tryed to tell me at school she will cheat on me she does on all her bf shes had i didnt know her past i knew her but not that well. But i didn't belive the girl i thought she was trying to split us up and i trusted my gf. But in the end my gf friend told me she was cheating on me i had a go at her for not telling me because she was my friend aswell my gf friend and she fell out with me and i split up with my gf ...... I didnt want to but she would of cheated on me again. we split up and i miss her all the time i dont know what to do i started smoking for about half a year the school told my mum beacuse they saw me before school smoking this was last year of school and i finished after exams and mum made me stop smoking and now wont let me go out even though im 16 and i pushed most of my friends away im not aloud to go out cause my mum doesnt want me smoking i dont have a job because i didnt get good gcses my family calls me dumb and stuff they say i must of been a mistake because im nothing like them and i just had enoth now and im thinking of ending it all. So i dont no what to do i have nobody and nobody wants me my life ****. i still talk to some of my friends on Facebook i didnt tell any of my freinds she cheated on me because i dont like talking baout it. I dont know what to do anymore im 16 i might just end it all.

[Jaycee]

That's not the answer. Just hang in there because everything will get better. Screw ur gf . If shes a cheater she's a cheater u can't take that personally I know it seems like u were probably meant to be and you'll never find someonelse but the truth is u will , u will find someone who understands u, loves U and respects u and until than u have to learn to love urself. I was in a similar situation in high school no one gave a fuch about me not my parents no one. I got horrible grades cuz I never went to school started smoking/drinking etc I was on a downward spiral and just wanted to die but one day I realized nO one cared and no one was going to save me so i had to care about myself and say screw them cuz I am worth if I went through the motions til I could get out of my house and away from my parents I hated all the kids in school I got a job when i could and made lots of friends through there and even started dating guys there, and saved up enough money to be on my own. You have to hang in there things will get better.. Right now sucks but there's a reason ur on this earth and the truth is life isn't fair and I can see why ur depressed with ur life right now but urs will get better . Keep ur head up and look to the future. Make a plan , a plan on how u personally r gonna change ur life for the better. And don't just fit around feeling sorry for urself do stuff that makes u happy oh and If ur parents r giving h a hard time drown their nasty comments out just becuz their adults and ur parents doesn't make what they're saying or how they're treating u right. Live for yourself!!!

[Chey Gourneau]

Please don't... You'll get through this, you're not alone in feeling this way. If you need someone to talk to I'm always here: Jolteonsarecool.tumblr.com I'll try my best to understand what you're going though. One day you'll meet a person who will make you happy and your life will be better, you just have to hang in there. I'd just like to say that you matter to someone, there are people that care. Suicide isn't the answer there will always be someone there to help you..