Help: Huge heartache and I'm getting seriously depressed?

[spacecadet]

I went all the way with a girl on the second date - she's probably the most physically beautiful girl I've ever been with in my life. A real head turner. She's 21 and I'm 33. We shared parts of the bills when we went out, but I dished in like 75% of everything we ordered. i strongly suspect that she was testing me to see if I had money or was rich, which I am not by no means. She said she really liked me, and well we ended up in a run-down old cheap hotel for the evening (her suggestion!!!), as she had to work early and didn't want to go where I live or where she lives. I have OCD, general anxiety disorder, and depression - now it's probably clinical. I fall in love to easily, and it took me a long time to recover from my ex gf (..if I really did recover). This girl I recently saw is not answering any messages or phone calls (1 phone call 2 texts since last Saturday, when I last saw her, and no answer, yet she still has me on bloody facebook) I will not call her back - I don't want to be humiliated more than I already am. Heartache landed me in hospitals before for attempted suicide. i don't want this to happen anymore. I'm also hypersensitive and if I like a girl I would do everything for the lady - maybe even jump off a bridge (well, not that...). I only saw the beauty in this lady and paid no attention to the fact that she was probably using me for a night out or just testing the waters to see if I have money. The evening was great though, and I cannot get this off my mind. I did not eat properly at since Saturday. have a huge knot in my gut. The girl inspired me like nothing else in a long time - in years. I can barely eat now - have to force myself. I feel weak and get dizzy all the time. I know I am not a teenager, but this is the way I am. Any suggestions on how to get over this with minimal damage to myself?

[.]

Go to her house and ask her why you havent returned my calls. If she gives you a lame answer then dump her.

[Seth]

excercise and find a woman closer to your age.....unless you're rich you're probably not going to be keeping the 21 yr olds around. excercise will help fight off depression and so will getting laid by some woman you have a chance of keeping around.

[Tiffany]

just pray to God and he will help you get over anything all you have to do is go to him with the problem and tell him everything that has happened and tell him that your handing over your problems to him and truly believe that he will answer you then your problems will be tooken care of and he will give you relief all you have to do afterward is wait and be patient for him to answer in his own time , he hears you and will answer you , the answer to your problems is only a sincere prayer away .

[LIPS ♥]

You deserve soooooooo much better than that lil poptart darlin'...and she deserves whatever karma dumps on her sorry @ss....you can believe THAT!! Don't waste another millisecond on that horrid lil witch. Put your mind on other things...get up and go out...eat something for heaven sake and talk to your friends who care about you and will help you get thru this. She doesn't know what a GREAT guy she just let slip thru her hot lil fingers...but there is a girl out there that is perfect for you and will see what a precious gift you are and never want to let you go. She is out there...and may be just around the corner...and you won't want to miss out on all that love & happiness...would you??? I know you wouldn't...and i want that for you...to be happy...and to be loved the way you rightfully deserve. So go out there and find her...or let her find you lol...and live the life you want...without another thought of that DERP FACED LOSER...and DELETE her from your facebook...and your world. SHE is NOT worthy of YOU!!!!! *super duper squeezy hugs my awesome friend*