It's been 5 months. How can I get over my first love?

[Logan]

Hello, Yahoo! Answers. I am going to keep this as short as possible, but I do not guarantee it will be short.

Anyways, last year on this day, I met this amazing girl. I was 16 years old and had just about no experience with girls. I was in the position where we were in the same household, and I had nowhere else to sleep, so I told this beautiful girl that I was just gonna bunk with her. She said okay and moved over for me so I could lay with her. We were both laying in the same position; on our right side with legs bent. So I moved a little closer to her and she moved a little further back. We were then spooning. We spent that night in the bed just talking about laugh, laughing and smiling and whatnot. There was a magic spark. Something I'd never felt before. I felt like myself, I was completely relaxed, and I made her happy, as she made me happy. That was a night I will never forget.

We went to sleep about 2 hours before we had to wake up. When we did, she had to leave to go back to her state. I asked her where she lived and, turns out, we lived in the same state! Just about 30-45 minutes away from each other. We were thrilled. Anyways, when she left I noticed something. I noticed that I had not gotten her number. We were so caught up in each others attention that we forgot to exchange contact information. So I searched her up on Facebook; no results. I Google'd her; no results. I couldn't find her anywhere, and it felt like crap. I was extremely sad.

Later that night while I was sulking on the computer, I get on Facebook to see how everyone was doing. I was just scrolling through my news feed when I see a friend request notification. I thought to myself "Sigh... Let's see who this is" and BOOM! I was overfilled with joy! It was her! She had searched me on facebook and found me!

The next couple of weeks were slick. We sent over a thousand Facebook messages over the span of a couple of weeks, and eventually I asked her if she wanted to go to the mall with me. Not like I had any plans to go by myself, but I was inexperienced and I thought it would be cool to just stroll around in the mall. So we went to the mall and checked out some cool stores and we eventually found the found the furniture store, which had a little hallway hidden in the back with some old furniture. We went back there where we stood awkwardly for a few minutes. I wanted to kiss her and she wanted me to kiss her, and we were both smiling like idiots. I was borderline blushing.

After a few minutes of stalling, I just walked over to a chair and sat that while trying to think of something to say. Next thing I know, she had walked up behind the chair, bent over it, and laid one on me. I instantly caught on and did my best to get the hang of making out. While she was upside down. We ended up all over that hallway, making out the whole time. My lips were sore, and we were both overjoyed. Right before we went back to our houses, I asked her when she was going to be mine. She said right now. Then we both blushed and happily left the mall.

Later after that, I had remembered that we both had iOS devices and we could video chat with FaceTime. I recommended that we video chat and she instantly agreed. So from there on out, we had nightly FaceTime sessions that lasted anywhere from 2-5 hours. We never missed a night.

We saw each other every weekend (never really did anything sexual, she wasn't ready) and the next few months were like a dreamland for me. School was going good, social life was going good, and most of all, I had the most smart, beautiful, awesome girlfriend any guy could have. I was extremely happy with life.

I'm getting a little emotional from typing this stuff and remembering these things, so I'm just going to cut to the chase here. She went to this summer camp for studying for the summer, for which she has attended every summer 3 years before. She stays for 2 weeks each year, and this would be her last year there so she was very excited for it, yet slightly depressed because this was her last year. I understood her love for this place.

Anyways, she left to go to this study camp after previously telling me that her phone would have to be off during the days, and the nights were "us" time. The first 3 nights, she texted me a couple of times before falling asleep. I was kinda sad over this. Then she just stopped texting me for a couple of days so I got angry at her and told her how I feel about it. I wasn't rude to her, I was just flustered and disappointed. She cut me off and went to bed. The next week or so went by with minimal contact, and I had no clue what was going on. She didn't once tell me she missed me, and she had not showed any concern about me. She didn't even tell me when she got home. So school had just started after she got back, and it was an alright day. I still missed my girl and was wondering what happened.

[Rat]

I'm not reading all of that, sorry.