Complicated love story, and I need a song to express how I feel.?

[anonymous]

Ok, so here's the story. I'm a senior in high school, I'm 18, and I'm gay. I have this crush on a kid who doesn't go to school with me, but with my best friend (I go to a private all guys school, my group of friends goes to a public school). I was texting my best friend, and I'm supposed to go out with them on Valentines day, but I don't have a date, and I'm the only one who doesn't (I'm not openly gay, so I can't ask someone out). So, I was texting my best friend and I'm like "I'll just invite Jacob" (a kid from her school who I have a crush on). And she says "lol ok". And I said "no really, what if I really ask him
?" And then she says "he has a girlfriend". And I am dumbfounded. I knew he was straight, therefore I was just going to ask him as a friend, but now, I feel bad. There was nothing on Facebook that said he had a girlfriend. I was going to message him, come out to him, then ask him and everything. So, now, I need a song to cry my emotions out to. Basically that says you like a guy, but he's dating a girl, and he loves her, she loves him, and you don't want to hurt their relationship, if there is such a song. It can be from a women's point of view, I realize that there's not many openly gay singers who write a song like that. Thanks so much.

[Taye]

t.A.T.u. - All The Things She Said

Or give me love by ed sheeran is really good .....