Detest life and don't know how to change it, can't bear another day?

[Sarah]

I hate life at the moment, everything in it and about it. And i have done for about two months. I can't stop self harming, crying and listening to music, music is the only thing that understands me. My family just annoy me and wind me up, hardly even know me enough to realise anythings wrong, my friends I don't even know who they are anymore, everyones so two faced and no one understands me or wants to talk. At school I feel invisible, always feel as though I am just there with no purpose. I work hard with studies but its not rewarding. I want to move schools so badly but my parents won't let me, when i think a fresh start will solve my problems. I have talked to guidance teachers but they're no help, no ones any help so I have to turn to cutting and the only time I feel relaxed is when I am alone. I hate the internet now too, facebook and twitter just bring more unhappiness to me.
I really don't know what to do, I hate living like this and I hate no one caring or being there for me everyone taking me for granted like I have no problams of my own. Fake smiling and laughing just so I look okay but all I am thinking in my head is how much I hate everything.
What can I do, I can't bear this any longer

[Alex]

What you do is, ya, you phone up Aybz The Abraham from Noah from the perfect God and you go, yeahh Aybz... What's flow innit? Ya GOTTT any ting br? One needs a flute to help my bro\z\\e\\\ in The Projects and then you do an 8 drag pass with your brothers there thanking God that He is so tellement perfect and merciful and bountiful then then just as you think it couldn't get any better, the fittest girl/guy in the whole world walks in like from the coke advert etc and he/she makes you feel the most spesh princess evéa and then and gets you the biggest diamond ring he can afford and then just loves you forever and ever, and then you deciide J way that you want to marry a stripper which he is because he from the coke advert, you do so marry him and then basically you live happily ever after listenin to Carly Rae Jepsen and Call me maybe on repeat... Sooooooooo, gut luck with that, jah.

[FTWman]

Take up a hobby, photography for instance.
Grand getting advice from strangers ain't it?

[XTIAN170174]

First of all put yourself to the test;

Sitting in an armchair, rest your writing hand [and forearm], leaning for most comfortable position, so there's barely any weight on it, nor is it suspended awkwardly. When this is all comfortably positioned, very slowly and gently place the other hand on the rested hand - so slowly that full contact can take thirty seconds to a minute - do this ever so gently...

...When you have made full contact, relax yourself according to how it feels, like it spreads out from that place to take full effect - for you should have taught yourself in that moment that it is possible to focus on & achieve relaxation without the burdens of your life & peers, that you can be the sole factor in all matters of your being - and knowing it can mean you only have to place your hand to effect the start of a healing process.

Ask yourself, can I get further doing this - will hatred and anger dissipate in favour of this restorative action.
If not, then you need something more effective, clearly - but it's all relative, only a similar thing will work because it will include you, feelings and a desire to overcome unhappiness & hate...

So start with a simple test - become more creative in finding these traits which are better for your understanding of the world, and revel in using them - it is like a vocation when you choose to progress from your present circumstances and all the cues seem to prompt you towards uplifting things...

[i-Yoda]

People make more excuses to be depressed than have a single reason to be proud & brave & say..I'm gonna be happy no matter what damn it !
So you can blah, blah & blame blame or you can yap yap & say it's over & I did it, lets enjoy my new life style.
Good luck

[Jhon]

i keep talking to the music from 10 years now...never answer me...and u want her to talk to u from few days..DUH!!

[hi t]

The most radical change a person can make in their lives, is to accept Jesus Christ in as Lord and Saviour, by His spirit. That is to turn away from errors, imperfections and wrongs in our lives and turn in prayer to Jesus. Asking Him to begin a good work of salvation, by His grace through believing faith.
Start with prayer and reading the Bible, gospel of John's a good place to start.
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?sea...ersion=NIV
http://www.lookingforgod.com/
http://www.samaritans.org/
Samaritans are good to help in these situations.