I'm sooooo sad.. Please help..?

[thunderingfuel045]

I know this is really long and everything, but it will mean a lot to me if you help me and give me advice. To start off, I am 16 and a sophomore in high school. I only have like 3 friends, but my friend, Katie is my very best friend. I am getting to the point where my self esteem is dropping really low. I basically have one friend because my friend, Deanna, treats me kind of bad lately so I hang out with her a lot. But anyways, I just feel sad. I feel like nobody likes me and that if I were to die, that nobody would care (Except for, of course, my family and Katie) but nobody else. Anyways, I feel depressed because I am sooo jealous of this girl named Hannah that's in my class. She is absolutely gorgeous. She is just so beautiful. Just to tell you, I am NOT a lesbian, but I was looking at her Facebook photos, and I was sooo stinking jealous of her. People were like, "You are so pretty, you need to take some ugly pills" and all of that. But I was so jealous because she had pictures of her and her boyfriend kissing and stuff and she is just soo beautiful and she had pictures of her and her like 5 friends and I just want that much friends who I am really close to and I just want to be beautiful just like her. Hannah is naturally pretty, she doesn't need to wear makeup, she is seriously naturally pretty. Me on the other hand, needs makeup. Even if I wear makeup, I still am not pretty. I am thinking its just my nose because I was born with a Cleft Palate and I had all the surgeries done except for one which I'm getting it done January or February. I am extremely excited for my surgery. But anyways, I wish I was at least half as pretty as Hannah is. I mean, she's the total package. She's strikingly beautiful, she's outgoing, she has like millions of friends and all the teachers like her. Like, my guy teacher always talks to her and jokes with her and stuff. I don't think none of the teachers like me. All the teachers have their favorites and I definitely am not one of the

[prettykitty]

What I've learned going through this same thing in the past is all that stuff is not as great as it seems. I always thought my teachers favorited students. There was someone I thought about this like and it turns out she was just as sad and depressed as me. And she had money, smarts, good personality, and pretty but she wasn't anything that special. Just like everyone else. You don't need friends only 1. I had many friends and I hated it. I was smart ands it just got harder from then. And I have a good personality that people are drawn to, but people are too hard to please. And I wear lots of make up but look like shot without it. Please do not feel upset you're beautiful.

[Jody]

The secret is to be the most beautiful you that you can be.

Pick out a new stylish haircut and get it. Have the stylist show you exactly how to style it at home and the best products to put on it for shine, hold and manageability.. Add highlights when you can afford it.

Go get your nails manicured and painted. Ask the manicurist which colors are best for your skin tone.

Go to a good department store and get a makeover. Have them show you the best colors and combinations of makeup for your age, hairstyle, hair color, eyes, lips, face structure, lips and skin tone.

If you need money, babysit and do other odd jobs for parents, other family members, neighbors and the elderly or post an ad.