On the edge of suicude at 16, what 2 do !!?

[madman100]

10 points here !!

I'm so confused, why would a girl be proper flirty with me on facebook chat , then all of a sudden end the whole flirty thing and never speak to me on facebook. Then, instead, does twice as much flirting with another guy and basically loses interesr in me all of a sudden??!!

Btw, its not hard to get lost, trust me.

I'm really fed up. I keep being messed about by girls like this!! The thing that really confuses me is that she's not one of the load type of girls at all. She's quite and doesn't mix with bad girls!! Then again , its hapened to me b4. It just proves 2 me that no girls like me. I'm just a stupid lonely ugly guy who over analysis things and is no good with girls full stop. I'm fed up with my life and I'm only 16. I've got no one. No one my own age 2 talk to , girls or boys!! What's the point. I never go out , literally. The only good thing going for me is my xbox , a facebook acount with 200 plus friends who don't like my facebook and a mother with mental health problems.

If I had a gun with one bullet I wouldn't think twice before... well u know the rest.

All I want is for a girl to take me serious and actually like me, not just flirt with. 2 make things Even worse , I'm in the class for learning disabilitys in school. Cause I went off the rails when my dad turned into an alcholic/ junkie and used me as a punch bag !!

Some words of inspiration please?? No haters!! do you have a story like this, how did you come back ??

Ps: I'm not rely that much of a peoples person.!!
10 points!!