what do I actually want ?

[yalers]

so this is my life story, I wasn't a brilliant learner was kind of dyslexic when young dint had any friends till high school . In high School things started to change for me .. I was getting good grades , was popular and all. I had a huge obsessive crush on this girl who is so amazing . She never knew if I existed . I had my share of relationships then so i Didn't really cared , Just admired her presense we were 17 then. So high school was over and I went college else where and she went somewhere else . That time away I realized I missed her a lot than usual ... was stalking her facebook page all the time for two years.. some how I got a grip on myself and for next 2 years moved on and started working in some other country .. I saw her fb page we were 21 and she was engaged to some guy who she met and was in love , I felt rage and jealousy but I got over it and worked hard on making myself worthy and sucessful.. now i am 25 posted in caribean would be a charted accountant soon . Its been 8 years and i was fine moving on till I saw her here the other day at the market .. I didnt expected her to be here .. so I felt miserable again helpless in love .. did my research on her social profile and came to know that she is not married and her engagement broke off ... she is studying at a medical college and would be a doctor soon and is single... Now Idk i feel like going up to her meet her , talk Idk just be near her ... But she is now way out of my league.. and IDk maybe she would reject me I had all these question troubling me in my head and so I went and introduced myself to her talked like complete strangers ... met her again .. made it look like we just crashed into each other... this time exchanged numbers... I asked her out she said yes ... went on a few dates .. proposed and said I love you she said same too . The feeling of happiness was out of this world for me it wasnt even real to believe but it happened or me and was real. ,,...Now she calls me up we hook up have sex and after that she cries and tells me that she can't imagine her life without me .. and we've been dating for 3 months.. IDK now after that night she keep texting me all day and wants to meet every day... This is freaking me out ... I am now running away from her ... what do i do ?

[Greeckos]

What the fuckk is wrong with you?
Was it just a hit and run? Or does this girl mean something to you?
You sound like a huge douche if that is the case man.
This girl loves you, and obivously all this time you love her to?
So dont run?
Stick it out.
some people wait their whole lives for something like this ya know...

[Abyss]

You got your dream girl and I bet while you were stalking her, she was stalking you. Now you are together. Get used to the text and enjoy the love many never find. After a while it will die down and things will get calmer.