I stalk people without even knowing?

[ashley]

Ever since I was a kid I always imagined myself talking to people and having conversations or going on adventures. I know that sounds normal for a kid but now that I'm older its worse. I imagine myself with the person and doing stuff to them ( no not the dirty ) like if I didn't like this person I imagined beating them up or killing them, or if I liked them ( mainly boys I don't even know ) I would look for where they live or I save all there pictures and look for there friends and I get very angry when I see them with someone else. Please don't judge I don't want to do this buts it's like I'm a different person and I don't really like it please help...

[Chris Stephens]

This is not normal behavior. You are living your life vicariously through pictures and fantasies instead of either accepting reality or having the balls (for lack of better terms) to change it...I would get counseling quickly because if this has progressed like this since you were a child, then it could continue until it becomes a seriously dangerous disorder for you and/or those around you...I am not judging, but I have witnessed things like this...From a perspective of faith (I am a Christian) it could also be demonic...you could be possessed or have demons around you harassing you subconsciously...I don't want to freak you out, but this is also something you would need to see a CHRISTIAN counselor or pastor about...I don't know enough about your situation to say for sure one way or another, but I would definitely talk to someone professional about this! I hope this helps!