I am feeling very disturbed, unmotivated, and careless. PLEASE read my rant...=\?

[Common]

I am 19 years old. Used to have about 45,000 or more Friends/Followers, and half a million YouTube subscribers online. People seemed to live by my opinions and literally considered them Aristotilian philosophical laws. I am very attractive also, hence, my photo uploads usually generated hundreds of likes. I am very intellectual for my age as well..After reading a lot, and discovering things that my age category does not care about, I eradicated my existence from the internet VIA identity searches. I deleted everything, YouTube, Facebook, Vine, Google, Twitter, Instagram, everything because I realized how unsafe and controlled the internet is.

Now, I feel lonely, I don't have any real friends, I don't have a license, or car, want to go college, but no ride, parents are losers, and I feel like I will not get anywhere in life. I haven't experienced anything, done anything, and what's the point of being attractive if I haven't even seen a girl naked yet? I feel like I will be a loser to

[Lolavie]

Lol it sounds so much like my own question just now.

I think you need to get off the internet for a while. You need to get out and do things. Weather you go sign up for college or go see a girl naked. Seriously networking, Youtube, Twitter, facebook, Instagram. It's all good ways to spent time on the internet. But you need to do things in the real world. Seriously get off, go see things and experience life.

the internet is a waste of life and your time and it's ruining things for you.

Edit: saw this thing where a man stopped using the computer and all for a whole year. It's a documentary. On Netflix. Lol he had learned a lot by the end. Just saying that maybe you can try it for a week or a month or even the whole year. You'll only be doing yourself a favor.

[Iman]

First, you shut them so fast! You could make money out of them and buy you a car and stuff! And then you could close them!
Second, you're not alone, there are millions of people like you with no friends, why don't you go out and find them somewhere??
BTW, never skip on college! It's reaaaly important for your future

[anonymous]

When the road gets rough, and you've had about enough..Just remember that it is not over. If you feel like you're by yourself...Keep climbing, don't look down, one day you will reach the top.

[Anonymous Prince]

You can't control variables. I believe life is predestined, and you were meant to do the things you did because there are new doors of oppertunities waiting to be open by you. Go out, explore, make friends.