How can I get my old relationship back?

[Dillon]

I met my girlfriend one year ago. We dated for five months and in the beginning, she was extremely demanding and rude. Shortly after all of that, she came around. During that time, she was so sweet. She would post pictures of me on social media just because. She would give up friends or anything to just see me. She was amazing. She loved to cuddle and show affection for me. She was perfect.

However, during this time, my dad passed away. I was angry that he was gone and was scared that she was playing with my emotions and was going to leave. Quite frankly, every relationship I had, I gave it som much and the girl played with my emotions and then cheated on me. I was scared she was doing the same.

I lost myself. I became mean and wouldn't treat her how she treated me. I tried too hard to distance myself. However, I never insulted her or tried to make her feel bad. I messed up a lot though and I lost her. We broke up and I'm over to a large university. I was so lonely at the university, but I didn't want to admit it because I was scared that she hated me or would make fun of me.

However, I moved back shortly after due to my home sickness and the awful state of the university. I wanted a more stable life. But I also wanted her. I realized that she was just genuinely perfect. And I missed her so much.

About three months ago, we started seriously talking again. She had changed and I could tell. She was so hard and mean to me. She would constantly get mad at me for nothing. She called me names like "dumb ass" and "stupid" almost every day. She never wants to cuddle, hug or kiss anymore unless it's extremely quick and we aren't anywhere that someone can see us. She never wants to mention me on social media, but expects me to mention her on mine. I'm so sweet to her and I buy her everything, I love her so much. I let her verbally abuse me, something never did to her, because I know she has a stressful life. She never wants to make people aware of our relationship and would rather gets attention from other guys rather than me.

She is adopted and lives with her elderly 77 year old grandma. She is in all sports, she is a cheerleader and has a lot of organizations and school work on her plate.

My question is, how do I win her back? The girl she used to be? It's been three months and I'm still trying so hard.

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Meh newspaper

[SGM]

She was mean and then became nice. You were nice and then became mean. Then you split up.

Now you are back together and she is mean. Do you seriously think she is going to become nice again? Not a chance. You ruined it and you can't fix this.

Take this as a life lesson for the next girl you date.

You have very low self esteem. That is why you stay with a pretty girl who treats you like dirt. Are you enjoying it?