I accidentally unfollowed my ex gf on instagram should I follow her again ?

[Alex]

yesterday my gf dumped me (( I really feel so upset. today I accidentally unfollowed her on instagram. I want to follow her again. because if I don't she will think that I did it because she dumped me. I want to talk to her about us again. to see if she is sure about breaking up. Should i follow her ? will it be awkward ? I actually don't want her to know that I am thinking about her. or doing miserable things to get her back. I want her to miss me for a while. so I am really confused. Thanks before for taking time and answering.

[Murzy]

why do you want to follow her? do you want to get your heart broken again? don't do it