Im a Confused Troubled Soul i need Advice everybody going away to School?

[KidkID Moe]

I say i want to be a better person but i keep delaying...and then one minute i want to get better then next..i don't want to i like staying to myself...I'm not the social type i have problems with Self esteem and i have adhd and anxiety and bipolar..and i never was really motivated...because when it came to being pro active...i felt like i didn't fit in or Was trying to fit in....and its like when i think about really going to school as in college its like do i want to really take up theater to better my self so i can become a better talker but acting does interest me...it always did i never just took it in high school...like i've done it but had stage fright or felt cheesy...and til this day im interested in it like when i go to plays i just get that feeling like could i do that and i just get inspration to want to do it...but when it comes to actually going to sign up at a community college for it i back out and tell myself ill do it tomarrow...and even when my mom tells me i need to learn a trade and go to a trade school instead of trying to do acting at 23years old...because during high school in the mornings i went to a voltech school and took up carpentry because i loved working with my hands...and at the time i thought it was a volcational school as in like a school for media arts or whatever you wanted to get into and go into that field....after high school...but yeah i took up carpentry because i liked doing it..and you would make good money...and now its like i have no job...and am i wasting my life my still pondering for the last 4years

[?]

No wonder you are confused - you confused me.
The solution is simply - stop making excuses for yourself and start making something out of yourself.
You focus on problems rather than solutions and if you continue that you will see nothing but problems.
Sure go to all those psycho people who will give diagnose you with more problems that you never knew you even had.
Then you will be fit for an asylum.
Stop procrastinating my friend.

[doo dah]

turn the tv off, shut down the computer and go outside and play . . . . the world is out there waiting, all ya gotta do is move . . . .