I really fell for her, someone please answer?

[eagerWorld593]

Alright first off thanks for reading this long story, it's very appreciated. There's a lot that I have to say so I will cut as many corners as I can. This dates back to possible March/April 2013. I was a freshman and I was just trying to make it through. (Note: My school is grades 7-12 so its not like I didn't already know the people) What pretty much happened is that this really attractive girl start to show signs that she liked me. I'm not the type of person that overreacts to a sign and assumes that the person likes them and especially back then I had NO clue how to read a girl. It was just that obvious. I realized that I had to start talking to her more but I never did. I only got to see her in my gym class which was only like once a week... We used to intentionally bump into each other any time, I did see her. But at some point she completely ignored me. I swear, she never turned a single look at me.

Now fast forward past the summer where I knew I blew everything. She wasn't always the first thing on my mind but she was always in the back of my head. I knew that I could never get a girl that pretty to like me again.

Okay let me get to this September (finally, right?). My locker is assigned right next to her and she's in two of my classes. Wow, did not see that coming. Even after all this, I was looking into the future, and getting good grades and having a much better year than I did in 9th grade. Freshman year sucked. I didn't make getting with a girl a priority if it happens, it happens. Okay, that didn't work out but she started doing some of the same signs as she did before.

And here I go again.

September and most of October were just awkward stares and smiles. We had even more awkward conversations and we spent more time just smiling. Now that I look back at it I realize how awkward and weird it was. There was this other problem where she would be kind of flirty one week and be kind of distant the next. Probably because I rarely talked to her.

Okay, October to November. I started to actually talk to her more and more. I tried some of that physical flirting stuff, too. Every once in a while, I would just push her when I was acting I had some nervous days where I couldn't start the conversation and we would go the entire day just not talking. But I got over that easily now. Anyway, about 5 weeks ago, I just remember it was a Friday. I told her that she was beautiful and I liked the reaction I got from her, she started giggling and thanked me. I walked away and saw her still looking at me. Skip over some two weeks and I remember telling her she was prettier than any other girl and she hit some high note and was like "Ooohahhahahha".. I knew at that point to chill because 2 weeks and 2 compliments is too much obviously.

Alright let's kick it to December. (Almost there). Well, at this point, there's none of that "go the entire day without saying jackshit to her anymore". Within the first few days of the month, she got her braces off ( Im still wearing mine but no big deal). I told her she looked even better than she did before when were talking that day and she turned her head to her locker and I was like awwwkkwarrrdd but I just said "Jeez, sorry" and acted offended and started to walk away but she replied with "What?! I said thank you". I turned around and kept walking. The rest of the month and up into yesterday was just same talking and making her laugh. Everything this month is actually going well.

But, (oh, you thought I was done?) I really wanted to get her number before break. There's a high chance that she would've given it to me. The last time I had the chance was the worst I was like "Hey, would you um" and I was like "damn I ****** up" and she kept smiling and said " I have no clue what you were going to ask" and walked away. I don't know if she had any ideas or was just clueless. Man I ****** up.
Now that I think of it. I'm kind of unattractive. Maybe a just a little to a lot ugly but whatever. Plus I'm 6'1" and only weigh 118. And she talks to other boys but these are guys that either have girl friends or flirt with 20 other girls (no exaggeration). So I'm not really worried about them. Or should I?
Bottom line here ( Pat yourself on the back) It's Christmas break and I don't have her number. This is 13 days for an Infatuated 15 year old not being around the girl he's kind of obsessed with. What should I do? I really don't like sitting around because she's all that I think about. I barely survive weekends. I have one friend that knows I like her and is also friends with her but I told him not to try and "hook me up". And I have another very close friend talks to one of this girls close friends and offered to try and get information through that way. I mean I wouldn't mine my crush knowing that I liked her. Any further advice on the girl?

Won't see her for 2 weeks and we don't really use social media. Well I use Twitter mainly but she doesn't have one.

[Goals331]

just ask her again. she wants the confidence. a guy who can't ask for a girls number makes a guy less attractive. ask her man! just hey we should hang sometime, i'll give you my number and just hand her a note. she'll text you if she likes you.

[Ellie]

Well, im in the same situation... A sophomore(but a girl), fell for a guy. I met him this year though. I'm sitting here and thinking about him nonstop. I barely have any friends. I'm not friends with him on any social media. My advice to you is to start on a project. Do something that takes up a lot of your time so you don't just think of her. When you get back ask for her number so you don't regret it again later. She is probably just tired of waiting for you do she's talking to other guys. Make a move on her fast before you lose her. You're lucky you talk to your crush. I havnt really spoken to the guy I like, he most likely doesn't like me. Good luck to you!

[Andrea]

So what's your question?