Did my x best friend think I was a loser?

[Ftgfvdr]

To make a super long story short we used to be besties but she always was super snotty and treated me like crap. She would always start fights and once when she pushed it too far (she pushed me into a table) I called off the friendship and she bullied me for about a month (cussing at me, trying to steal friends, even slapping me in the face). I'm sort of shy and not crazy popular. Also when we were friends whenever I would be friends with someone she would talk crap about them to me, concinve me they were just using me, and chase them off(hit someone in the head with a phone once!) but I spent new years eve with my parents and we went bowling. I saw her when I was bowling with a group of friends and I was just alone with my parents! She started giggling and whispering in her friends ear. And when ever I looked at them they would just stare and look away... one of them is nice and I'm sort of friends with ( we chat on facebook and sit next to each other at lunch) and she waved and acted really friends. But I'm scared that I seemed like a loner... btw I DO have friends I hang out with but none of my friends invited me to hang out that day

[Jack Jush]

I wouldn't say she thought you were a loser, i'd probably go with she was jealous of you, it's not very uncommon of either, but from what it sounds like maybe she had problems at home and was channeling her anger by making you suffer :c

[nickipettis]

your "ex best friend" was never a good friend. she was nasty, and shoving you into a table is abusive.
it doesn't matter what she thinks about you. If being like her is being a "winner" I would much rather be a loser. Honest.
She is acting like a jerk.