What can you call it when I'm obsessed with being connected with the world?

[Chris J]

I'm a entertainer/actor and for the last 4 years I feel like my life could not be fulfilled unless I could be connected with people around the world somehow. Have it be they see me in movies around the world. I'm on TV, I have a mass Twitter following, and I am pretty much a household name. Is there a term for what I want?

I'm not selfish. I just think I was meant to touch people and won't be fulfilled until I'm doing this.

Any info or opinions are appreciated. Thanks!
Damm I didn't say I was already a household name. What I meant is that I feel like I feel empty inside until I reach a status like that of a household name. My dad deals with the same obsession and he still does throughout his whole life. I'm working on reaching that status and I'm aware I'm not "a celebrity" its just so dis-heartning when the odds are against you to succeed and you are away from your family and by yourself chasing THE DREAM. Geez you guys are harshhhhhh