depressed, help? how can I stop this from bothering me (it's really a huge pain)?

[Brian]

I think that spam just goes to you, I look up things and get adds for it all the time, that's just the spyware in your computer. Like if i look up volvo's I'll start getting adds for them you know? If you google your name, do you see yourself on these sites? Try googling your first and last and see what comes up, it's probably not as bad as you think. Even if they do show up it's not like even though your name is unique that your the only person in the world with that name.