There's this guy I'm convinced was meant to be in my life...?

[EmeraldOwl]

Hi there! Your feelings are perfectly normal. You've met a nice guy, which doesn't happen everyday. I think you're feeling a little lost, like you say, you don't feel as though your life is heading anywhere. Nearly everyone comes to a stage in their life when they feel that way and this is just your time. It's a phase, it won't last. If i were you, i would start to do a little traveling. Go see the world, experience new things, that will eventually help you on your journey in finding out your identity and where you wanna go in life. I would go to wherever he is, and meet him in person. Meeting him in person might make things more clearer for you.
Hope this helps!