I am looking for a way to believe in God?

[Tiny Tim]

Putting away religion and focusing on Christianity would be a good start. We tend to get angry and bitter at different religions and throw up our hands only to walk away from the whole deal not knowing who to trust. God did not create a religion in me but created me in His image or likeness. So if I follow man's tradition/religion, I am following man with blindness to the one who is full of grace and truth, Christ Jesus. A Christian is one who believes and is a follower of Christ. Believing in religion is believing man. Christianity is about having a personal relationship with Christ.

If you want the desire to believe, you will have to ask God to show you or move you in some way. It is helpful to have others pray for you. Doubting Thomas would not believe Jesus appeared unless he put his fingers in the holes in Christ's hands. Jesus was there and showed him even though he doubted. He loves us so much.