Why can't I be pretty like everyone else?

[ashley]

Every girl i see is pretty and it's not fair. My family and my friends tell me i'm pretty, Because they are suppose to. Just to not hurt my feelings. I Go to school everyday and feel like i'm nothing because It's ridiculous that people hang around someone just because they're pretty. It's like picking your cereals based on color instead of taste. And i go on Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter and i see all these girls that i wished i could look like but i can't. And it makes me so Insecure. And this is what these girls look like.

1. http://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-sn...7259_n.jpg
2. http://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-sn...2584_n.jpg
3. http://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-as...4660_n.jpg
4. http://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-as...7805_n.jpg

I Could go on but it only makes me feel bad. I Mean why where they born to be pretty and i'm just like this:

1. http://media.tumblr.com/22e6ac67eec22b78...rrclch.jpg

2. http://media.tumblr.com/f4477ae0e46146a2...rrclch.jpg

3. http://media.tumblr.com/d9f2b57988a16c35...rrclch.jpg

4. http://media.tumblr.com/03091c0cddfe2740...rrclch.jpg

5. http://media.tumblr.com/21fb64a4c0a5936e...rrclch.jpg

6. http://media.tumblr.com/bcab6de97a701dd0...rrclch.jpg

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I Wake up HATING myself everyday. I Also hate my body. I'm 13 i weigh 103 and i'm 5'6.
some people my age weigh less and it's not fair AGAIN.
sometimes i try to starve myself, it works sometimes and then it doesn't because my parents force me to eat. i quit drinking soda and eating sweets and tried to workout. But i guess nothing goes right for me. it's just not fair.

It's not fair. that Pretty girls have it better that everyone
1.talks to them
2. hangs out with them
3. and all the boys love them.

I Hate it..
And i Hate that some people are prettier than other people.
Pictures of me since the links up there won't work.

1. http://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-as...2494_o.jpg
2. http://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-sn...9412_n.jpg

3. http://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-as...5102_n.jpg
4. http://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-as...1261_n.jpg
5. http://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-sn...7701_n.jpg