What should i do ( i really need help)?

[Cleo12]

Okay I think you need some confidence because without confidence you wont be able to work out the other things. You HAVE to believe in yourself because in the end you're not going to be able to please everyone even I they are family. Do what you need to do for you, ya know? Cause you have to be content with yourself. The social anxiety will make things a little harder but you could go to your doctor and tell them about your anxiety (and I'm not usually for meds) but they can give you some stuff to ease up where you can get something of a job until you can get that gym one you wanted. For your girl, go for it! Seriously you have no idea how some girls are accepting and understanding no matter what you're going through and she might make you a little happier where you can fulfill those other things. (: if college isn't you thing its cool but find something that makes you happy but can also prove to your family you are amazing and full of potential just in doing what YOU want to do. I know this is a confusing time but believe in yourself dude. Don't ever give up and strive in your beliefs.
Good luck