Can't make eye contact with anyone...?

[✧jana☆✦]

You sound much too aware to have autism, and more self-conscious about what you think they will see in you. The connection of having eye contact might make you feel vulnerable.

It's too easy to put a label on some difficulty, thus excusing oneself from ever "overcoming," or working on these uncomfortable situations. Some things just take practice and a willingness to put forth an effort.