School is ruining my life?

[Marissa]

I am a freshman in highschool.

I get pressured with school; lessons go by too fast, (which causes me to fall behind. I ask my teachers for help but they don't do anything) I have ADHD and they do nothing to help me, every time i go to the counselors office about my problems, they don't even listen and they just yell and me and tell me to "get over it". People are too obsessed with drama and try to butt in between my ex friend and I's problems, even when i tell them its not their problem so they should stop. Teachers yell at me when i ask questions (my tech teacher doesn't even know my name! i remind her at least 10x a day, she remembers everyone but mine! My name isn't even that hard to remember!) I have no friends, and I feel like everyone hates me and judges me for being dumb and ugly, and I have anxiety and depression. School is the main reason why.

Honestly, if i could, I would drop out of school. I would rather be poor and unsuccessful as an adult than go back to school for another minuet. But unfortunately, thats not an option. I hate school and it's completely ruining my life. I love learning, but school ruined it. I cry the day before and the morning of school. I've skipped so many days of school and i got F's on all my midterm report cards. Usually when i get to school, i hide in the bathroom for an hour and then go to class, and/or i would just run away after my first class ends because i can't take it anymore. Its causing stress to me AND my mom. My mom cries because she knows how much pain i am in, getting up everyday and going to back to that hellhole.

I've asked her if i could do online school, because i am an independent learner and i like going at my own pace. I've tried everything: I've written essays, made speeches, I even ran away from home just so she could understand. But, apparently she would rather see me suffer and get bad grades at school than be happy and get good grades doing online school. Even if i got stabbed she would still make me go to school. I told her that I am better off in my own pace, and online school lets you do that (the online school i want to go to is like that, i know people who use it and love it), money obviously isn't the problem because i go to a private school and the tuition is $15,000 per year. I also told her that i've never been determined about anything before in my life (not even dance, which is something i am very passionate about) and i would definitely get good grades and be so much happier, and she wouldn't have to worry so much about me, but she would still rather see me suffer. she thinks that online school is considered "dropping out" (WHICH ISN'T BECAUSE I AM STILL RECIEVING AN EDUCATION), and she thinks i can't go to college (which is also false, lots of students can successfully get into college with online school credits). I've done so much research on this school, but my mom won't even think about it. She tells me i need a "social life" at school What social life? I have no friends there. And besides, i still do dance and tennis, and i talk to the people there and i hang out with them, and some of them are my bestest friends.

And no, i will not consider moving to another school. That will make me even more stressed with new people and new teachers (I am not the best with people, it takes me a while to even talk to new people)

I am 100% sure people are going to tell me to "get over it", because with my experience using Yahoo Answers, you guys aren't really the nicest people, but its nice to give it a try.
I made some typos and grammar errors, sorry