Thinking about my ex boyfriend still hurts, but I have a new boyfriend?

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So I broke up with my ex boyfriend not too long ago. We didn't really break up, he just flat out ignored me, so I guess I was dumped without a single world. I really, really loved him and having him talk to me less and less hurt so much.

Two weeks after I got a new boyfriend. I know that's really, really soon but he asked me out and I really liked him so I couldn't help but say yes. Just I'm scared that he will do the same thing. That one day he will just pretend we never existed. He keeps saying that he won't do the same and that he will love me forever, but isn't that what they all say in the beginning? I just can't trust anyone anymore.

Now I sometimes still look at my ex boyfriends Facebook profile. And whenever I do that I get this feeling like I need to throw up.

What is this feeling? What do I do about it? Will it go away?

I know that this all sounds really over dramatic, sorry.