Am I going through a mid life crisis?

[Neil]

No, you're just being sentimental, wanting to 'revisit' your youth to see how it looks from an adult perspective.

2 things you NEED to keep in mind, IF you do that though.

1. It won't be the same, so it'll undo some beliefs you had, maybe make some things easier, it could also create some problems, make things more complicated.

2. Remember that you're looking-back, you're not going-back, a lot of people that reach out to old-friends, can overstep boundaries, and reconnect in ways that are very destructive for the present, and since your goal is to find a 'vision' for the future, you need to be aware, and take precautions for this, because you don't want to ruin things now, to relive childhood fantasies.