My crush seriously hates me and I'm trying to get over him!!! Please help me!!!uke?

[Nancy]

Hi!!

So I need help here I am so lost!!

I liked this guy for like 3 years now!! And I still like him! I am so stupid!! I hate myself for liking him!!! He is funny and really cute and attractive and whenever he talks to me or even if he just stares at me or asks me for a eraser or pencil my heart just stops and It's the best feeling ever! But of course ! He hates me and doesn't like me! I mean he has 2 sides to himself he is double sided! One side he is a really sweet nice loving funny guy! The other he is a fucking asshole and I wish he could rot in hell and I hate his guts! It's so hard!! Some days he can be really mean to me and some days he could be super nice !

So today at school i sit in a group with one of his best pals who I don't like (his "pal'' is a asshole) so anyway the teacher said you can work with a partner and I decided not to so I stayed in my seat but his pal invited him to sit with him in the group that I'm in and I wanted to act funny and nice towards him but NOPE! He said something and I said something else that I thought was funny but wasn't and he said "(my name), No one cares about what you do and blahblah" and I said "no one cares about your Instagram!'' He posts stupid crap on his Instagram and then he said "no one cares about your Instagram!!! And no one cares about you and blablabla" I just kept quiet and just worked on my homework!!

It really hurt me and I shouldn't be treated that way! I tried to be nice I swear I could have swore at him and make him kiss my feet but he is my crush and everything! I am still a idiot and I like him! How can I get over him? I can't like someone else there is no one else TO like!! Please help me!!!!