Why does no one respects me/ why does everyone hate me?

[Bobbin]

This is actually the typical background of "class clowns," desperate for attention and acceptance. Your friends are too immature yet to see beneath the surface, to see your inner torment. There's no excuse for your family except that they're just used to ignoring you. No one is likely to realize what is happening to you on their own, you need to tell someone. Open up to your counselor or a teacher or a friend's parent. This may sound extreme, but if no one else helps, call 9-1-1. There are other help lines, but when your life is on the line, that's the fastest, surest way to get action. Hang in there. The older you get, the more control you have, and the more capable your friends are of helping.