why I am still thinking about him after 10 years???

[WinterRose]

The reason your first sentence is true, is because of your question. You put your Life on hold! You never released him. He's still stuck up there in your brian, and there in no other room for another lover. Sad indeed. Life is passing you bye. Is this what you planned for your Life? I think not. But waching him on FB, and sulking and shedding tears for 10 years gone won't bring him back. Fix your eyes on the present moment and search for the joy you find there, because in the end, that is all you have....one successive moment after another, as one year after another pushes our Life's clock forward in time! Good luck.