i talk to three different dudes at one time?

[Zakia]

Ok please dont judge me.... okay i have a boyfriend who i never seen in person before he cool and stuff but he doesnt announce that im his girlfriend at all not even on Facebook, then its this other boy who i been talking to on and off for a year now and i really like him but he never has time for me i meet him one time and i lost my virginity to him i love him so much but he is something else,and finally its this new dude i just start talking to like a week ago and i really really like him we have so much in common he funny and we can talk about anything..... i just need some counseling i cant talk to my friends cus i dont want to be considered as a hoe even doe thats what im acting like so please no cruel answers