Tumblr username & url ideas?

[Jessi]

So my name is Jessica, i just recently lost my dad on October 30th, i'm wanting to make a tumblr, but i don't know what i should use for the url, nor do i know what to use for my username. i was thinking maybe something like pr0mises-die.tumblr.com for my url, but i don't know. my dad liked surfing, & i was his little girl, his baby girl. i don't want my tumblr to be entirely of him, i was just thinking maybe it can have a part of him, like his username & stuff used to be live2surf, because he likes to surf, oh & he also had a tattoo of a lightning bolt, so i was thinking maybe my url could be live-t0-surf.tumblr.com but i don't surf. also, one of his favorite songs was unwell, so i was also thinking unw3lljessi for my username or something, i don't know. i like my nickname jessi which could also be used in my username. i don't want my url to have my name in it or anything, i want it to be creative, like i was thinking maybe something like bea-you-tifulmess.tumblr.com or something simple & creative & unique like that, something hipster ish. i was thinking something for my username like jessidelrey but that's already been taken of course. -.- but yea. any help is enough, thank you in advance. also, please no numbers like jessigirl1234 or some dumb stuff like that. i want complete unique.
i was thinking also i could do living-with0ut-my-king.tumblr.com or living-with0ut-my-her0.tumblr.com