Getting over my ex gf.. Please read and give me advice on what to do?

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So once again a online relationship has failed and I'm trying to move on, and hopefully last online one I'll be having.

I've dated a girl 9 month or so, I was deeply in love with her so much I ignored all her flaws.

Recently we broke up for the following reasons:

1- She's going through a hard time and doesn't want to drag me down. ( Okay , I told her I wanted to be there, begged her to let me stand by her side while she went through her bad times she refused)

2- She says I'm a real asshole, but she told me she liked to date assholes. So I said what's the problem? She says she didn't feel it's genuine.

3- She said she needed a break, but she went out on dates which really sucked, but she said she'd want to get back with me later after the break. Which felt like I was a back up.
So she said she wants to be friends, after saying she loves me and she needs me and her life is a mess without me. Which really confused the hell out of me.

I was mad and I refused to be friends, I was too in love with her.

She got super mad, and said she'd delete me off Skype, Facebook, and my number.

2 days later, I got an accidental phone call from her, followed by a few very slow texts, which just reminded me of her and made me want to try to get her back, but I fought it through and didn't make a conversation.
Now, it's 12AM can't stop thinking about her, although I'm not as depressed or sad as I was. I just miss her. And I'm fighting the urge to text her.