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I am try really hard to stop being racist but people still hate me?
04-21-2014, 12:46 PM
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I am try really hard to stop being racist but people still hate me?
PEOPLE WHO THINK I AM A TROLL CAN GO AWAY NOW
I asked a similar question a few months ago and people here really helped me and I want to thank everyone. I am turning 17 in a few days. My parents are not responsible for my terrible beliefs, in fact they don't know anything about it, it's my uncle's fault (and mine). It's a really long story but I ended up with a Jewish boyfriend (not exactly Jewish, he and his family are atheists, but they would still be Jews according to our stupid racial theories). He was that new student at school with the perfect looks and the awesome personality. I have no idea how I developed such a crush.

When I explained him my problem he was willing to help me because I really wanted to change. I have made a HUGE progress, I still can't get myself to like certain groups of people but I am already a lot different. At least I am not obsessed with Hitler anymore (it sounds scary, I know).

The thing is, people at school still hate me. Last week someone put really hot sauce in my food, it burned so much that I almost went to the hospital, I was crying and screaming. It felt as if I swallowed fire, I had the breath of a dragon. And people make really mean comments on facebook whenever he uploads a photo with me, they are like "run away from that b! tch". Very few people are willing to talk to me or be my friends, most still hate me. I know I was a terrible person but did I really deserve the hot sauce?

What can I do now? Why people still hate me?
I am really thankful for everything he has done for me, he is the most awesome person I have ever met. He says I should ignore people who hate me but how do you ignore people who put hot sauce in your food and attempt to superglue your hair? Sorry for my bad English…
They already know that I am doing my best to change and I have already apologized. Their attitude towards me is still the same.
Let's make a few things clear because not even one person has read/answered the question properly. I have no problem with other races anymore, I have no problem with homosexuals etc. There are a few minorities that I still don't like but I need some time and I will be okay. I already have someone to help me with that, your rude comments won't help.

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I am try really hard to stop being racist but people still hate me? - Leni - 04-21-2014 12:46 PM
[] - sbbb l - 04-21-2014, 01:01 PM
[] - Mark - 04-21-2014, 01:14 PM
[] - Mia - 04-21-2014, 01:24 PM
[] - Tiffany - 04-21-2014, 01:31 PM

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