I hate my life Please Help?

[Lars]

I was actually really depressed back in 8th grade, i my grandma died 8. Januay. Of that year and my parents got divorced around mars. People didnt think i cared much but i cried almost every night about my grandma. And my grades was so bad, i searched help through gaming actually! That really helped me, i have friends around the world really nice people :-) my mom hates that i sit on my computer.
I have also gotten much more happy when im with my dog, dogs are loving and will become ypur best friend :-) if you dont have a pet try talking to your parents about it :-D get them to sit down and tell them that you have no friends and are getting bullied and are really depressed.
Forgot to say, i had abselotely no self estem ^^
Sorry my poor english :-)