I am hopeless and im ready to Die?

[Anne]

I am Native American also, my grandmother was a full blooded Chippewa. Now i'm gonna tell you more about me and trust me you will understated why at the end. When i was 3 my brother raped me, when i was 8 my god-father died in a car accident infront of my school bus when i was on my way home. When i was 12 i almost died in a horrific bike accident, my whole life i was bullied because my body is tan all year round but my face is pale as day ( my father is Irish). I have gotten to the lowest point that you can get too, and came back fighting all the way. My point is you were put on this earth for a reason, you just have to find it; don't let other people control your soul. This is your life and trust me there are people who will care and be deeply saddened if you commit suicide.. Even if you think no one cares, someone out there cares a lot; you cannot give up life is precious and worth fighting for. I hope life will treat you kind and that all your dreams come true, but you got to give those dreams a chance you can't end it all now. For if you do end it, you won't ever know if it gets better; life is suppose to be hard that's what makes the ride worth while. I really hope that you change your mind. Sincerely Ageni Wunnuppoh ( my indian name, it means Walking on Angel wings).