Do you think it was weird that I cried?

[~cinnamon~]

Do you want the blunt honest truth or the sweet nice version that makes you feel better?

I will answer accordingly

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Ok

I think you have to either let what he has done go, or let him go! One or the other. Your only going to drive him away if you continue on with overthinking it all and living out these emotions for what ifs because of what has been. I am not defending him at all or his previous actions, but its simple either you forgive and forget and gamble on it might turn around, or you leave and don't look back. But if you continue to cry about what ifs to him you will drive him further away.